Its way to early to be awake....

Dear Peanut,

Do you know its coming on 6am? Do you know after waking up to pee more times than I can remember I woke up for good at 4am? Do you know I tried so hard to go back to sleep? Do you know my thoughts of you kept me awake? Do you know I wonder if this crazy wake up time is going to be a common practice for us? Do you know that even though mommy really loves her sleep she can't wait for those middle of the night feedings? Do you know I guess nights like this will help me get practice for when you are really here? Do you know I am going to attempt to sleep again? Do you know if I don't thats okay becasue then I have an excuse for a nap later lol? Do you know how much I love you?

All my love,
Mommy